Ngwatilo Mawiyoo is a Kenyan poet. She was shortlisted for the 2015 Brunel University African Poetry Prize. Her poetry has appeared in many journals. She has published two collections of poetry: Dagoretti Corner and Blue Mothertongue. Enjoy.
BATHING IN LAKE VICTORIA
I learn that my body is not for sex
when I stand in that lake’s shallows,
soap in hand, beside another woman.I follow her lead, how she stands knee deep
so the current won’t get in the way of her scrubbing,
the gleam she demands of her machine.She doesn’t care what I see, and I am grateful,
but not cured. I walk farther in to hide
myself in the water, so the birds and mangroves
don’t see me lift my shirt to scrub.
I tell myself to ignore the danger I’ve learned is
dormant on exposed skin, activated
by sunlight, by wind on loose cotton,
made nuclear when a man’s eye
rests on it.
—— by Ngwatilo Mawiyoo